Now onto the hate part of my relationship with skype. I am totally dependent on it and when it isn't working properly it is very frustrating. For anyone who has ever used it you know the complications. I think somedays I could say "your picture is frozen" in my sleep (just some glitch that happens often on some days or due to the speed of the internet connection). So when I have waited ALL day to see him and it is not working properly it makes me want to cry. On those days I remind myself that he is just as frustrated and we are in this together.
Ending conversations on skype is my LEAST favorite thing about it. What I wouldn't do to be able to reach through the computer screen and give him a hug goodbye, or touch his face, or kiss him. Some days are easier than others, and today was not one of them. As I have on a few other occasions, I started to tear up when saying goodbye. I try hard not to cry because I know that it is hard for him to see. He doesn't want to see me sad and not be able to "fix it." I don't think it will ever be easy, saying goodbye totally stinks!!!!
***83 days (it's after midnight here) until my goodbye can finally be a big hug, a kiss, and "sweet dreams!"
Lynn, I can relate with the frustrations with skype ...What Tony and I would do is on the bad connecting skype days we would talk to each other through yahoo messenger. It really sucked when we had problems with both...Give it a try!
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