I wish I had a magic wand! This would come in handy in so many situations but I am not looking to "abuse" this special gift. The last few weeks I have just wanted it for one purpose. You see James has been dealing with a sports injury for a while now and it has progressively gotten worse and he is needing to take the next step of "fixing" it. This involves trying to be patient to see the specialist and in the meantime deal with some intense pain. It is so difficult to be so far away and not be able to comfort him, or hug him, or make him dinner, or run to the store if he needs something. All of the things that I should be able to do but the "pond" between us causes a bit of a barrier. He deserves to be cared for and to have a "nurse" by his side to try and make this experience as easy as possible. Instead I have to send my well wishes and blow my healing kisses over email or skype and pray that he is able to remain as comfortable as possible for the next step.
I am sure that there are many people that can relate to this situation with someone they love being far away and not feeling well or needing a little bit of chicken noodle soup to make the day a lil bit better. I just want to be able to be there for him and be a caregiver, it's in my blood to do so. I am not sure how to make this any easier or how to convey my deepest and most caring thoughts when all I have are words right now.
If anyone knows how to access that magic wand or has a spare wish from a genie laying around, please consider letting me use it!!
P.S. 76 days to Paris
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